Pause

Energetic. Smiling. Comfortable.

I am trying my best to keep a smile on my face because I know that nothing good comes out of wallowing. Though I have to remember that feeling sad once in awhile does not kill the soul. I just wish everyone would just stop pretending that our worlds this great place when its not. Its hard when you see the world in a less than perfect place but everyone else is stuck in their social construct. We can never truly be our primal selves because we are all influenced unknowingly. A friend said that our lives practically non-fiction and this I agree with her because we want to create a story for ourselves that's never a true reflection of what we are.

When everyone sees smiling faces I see sadness in your eyes.

The destination of heaven and hell is the same, its the journey that distinguishes the two.

"If heaven is love, then hell is love too"- Eat, Pray and Love

FUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKK

YOU.

Third Wheel

Its getting old.
I put up with it all through out high school, parts of college and now I am just running out of patience.

Simplicity

The one thing that I look forward about home.
Where people lead simple lives.
All of the imperfections that once irritated me humors me now.
To not be the majority feels great.

What feels almost like home

Its hard for things to truly affect me anymore.
Nothing surprises.
No expectations. Nothing.
How can it be possible that you are dealt all of the bad cards in your life first and be expected to carry on with your life? Well, I did it. I am doing it.
Are the second chances in you life meant to replace the pain or hurt you went through? Or antagonize you?
Do you know how it feels to be alone? No really. Not temporarily. Just alone.
This blog has no direction.

Reciprocity is not for everyone.
I wish I cared less, because then I wouldn't feel so much.
Life would be simple.

Lonely.

Just one of those days.
I feel a natural high.
My body loosened after dance.
I just want to lay here.

No matter how sad I feel my line of defense tells me to stay happy.

Reasonable people adapt themselves to the world. Unreasonable people attempt to adapt the world to themselves. All progress, therefore, depends on unreasonable people. - George Bernard Shaw

Its the BITCH of living in your head.

Orchids

Natural Beauty Exist.