Emotional Trap.

The feelings that I feel are they make believe?

Is this a mere result of a chemical imbalance.

In class we played this game called "True/ False".

We said a statement about ourselves and the class determines whether they are T / F.

Mine was "I grew up in a third world country" only TWO people believed that.

It was enlightening to think how they perceived me to be.

This possibly can be some overanalyzation.

Then a rush of emotions came flooding in.

All of the sudden I missed my CHILDHOOD.

I lived there for NINE years. That has to count for something.